Khloé Kardashian and Andrea Thompson.Photo: Khloe Kardashian/Instagram

Khloe Kardashian Andrea Thompson

Khloé Kardashianis mourning the loss ofTristan Thompson’smother, Andrea Thompson.

In an emotional tribute posted on Instagram Monday, Khloé shared her grief at the sudden death of Thompson’s mother, whosuffered a heart attack and diedin her home in Toronto earlier this month.

“I have been avoiding this … Avoiding accepting this is real,” she wrote in the lengthy caption.

The mother of two of Thompson’s children — 4-year old daughterTrueand a5-month old son— said she feels “numb” as she continues to process the sudden loss.

“I’m choosing to say, that until I see you again in Heaven, I miss you and I will continue to miss you more and more every single day,” the reality star added.

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From left: Andrea Thompson, Tristan Thompson, Kris Jenner and Khloé Kardashian.Jerritt Clark/Getty

Andrea Thompson, Tristan Thompson, Kris Jenner and Khloe Kardashian pose for a photo as Remy Martin celebrates Tristan Thompson’s Birthday at Beauty & Essex on March 10, 2018 in Los Angeles, California.

Khloé also promised to “look after,” “help” and “protect” Amari, Tristan’s 16-year old brother, who has epilepsy.

“I know you never wanted to leave your boys. They are your entire world,” she wrote. “They will learn to live with the hole in their hearts because they are warriors just like their warrior mommy.”

“They all want to be there for Tristan,” the first source said. “He will always be family. It’s a devastating situation for him. They want to do everything they can to support him.”

Andrea and Tristan Thompson.George Pimentel/Getty

NBA Champion Tristan Thompson and his Mother Andrea Thompson attend The Amari Thompson Soiree 2019 in support of Epilepsy Toronto held at The Globe and Mail Centre on August 01, 2019 in Toronto, Canada.

Kris also posted an emotional tribute to Andrea on Instagram, sharing her “heartbroken” feelings over the latter’s “sudden passing.”

“You were themost amazing, dedicated, devoted, and selfless momand such a loving, kind, and fabulous grandmother,” she wrote. “What a blessing you were to your family!!! I will miss you Andrea. I will miss your bright spirit and amazing light.”

As co-parents, he and Khloé have remained on good terms. TheGood Americanfounder even allowed him into the hospital room following the birth of their son last year.

“I’ve been on the fence about letting Tristan come to the hospital or not,but Tristan wants to be hereso I just figured, why not let him come?” she said on an episode ofThe Kardashians. “I’ll never get this moment back.”

source: people.com