(L-R) Janelle Brown and Kody Brown.Photo:TLC

Sister Wives' Janelle Says New Apartment Has Been a Sanctuary Away from Kody

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JanelleandKody Brownhave differing views about their now-broken marriage.

“F— it. I’m not watching that again. No, I’m not,” he said. “Listen, I don’t want to talk about my breakup with Janelle anymore. Okay? All right?”

“It’s very painful. It’s as bad as Christine’s [breakup with me], but I didn’t want to admit the same things that were going on with me and Janelle,” he continued. “I still struggled to admit those, that Janelle and I are not good together.”

From there, Kody called out Janelle’s inability to be a good partner while also addressing his faults.

“She’s not a loyal wife, and I’m probably a s— husband. I don’t care,” he added. “We’re not working anymore, and I don’t want to talk about it anymore.”

(L-R) Kody Brown and Janelle Brown are pictured on TLC’s ‘Sister Wives’.TLC

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“I think in his perfect world, I would have stood with him against my kids. And then when I won’t, he just loses his crap. Like, it’s all my fault,” she continued.

Janelle noted that a conversation between Kody and their children “still hasn’t happened.”

“There’s still nothing,” she continued. “He does have somewhat of a relationship withGarrisonright now. A little bit. But there’s no reconciliation, really.”

(L-R) Kody Brown and Janelle Brown are pictured fighting on ‘Sister Wives’.TLC

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Janelle then made her feelings for Kody very clear: “I don’t want him in my life anymore.”

“He’s not going to be at my house,” she added. “I don’t care if I ever interact with Kody again, honestly, at this point.”

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source: people.com